Thursday, October 25, 2007

Zeitgeist....Mind blowing!

Well this is probably one of the most revealing movies I have seen in a while!

In one fell sweep it answered my long held suspicions of the common roots most modern religions, the lengths a few people will go in order to makea profit and the most elaborate plans to conquer the world!

Well, some things i was not aware of:

  • The US fed is a privately held bank
  • The US has signed an north american union agreement which will yield the amero currency soon
  • The ancient egyptian god Horace was the original reference to gods son, which mean the SUN and the whole of christianity was based on mythical story about the SUN, light and darkness!

I have always felt that religion exists for the purpose of control in modern society and nothing else! But the thought that a group of international bankers and governments would kill so many millions just in order to yield power and make huge profits is still hard to digest, but the evidence is almost incontrovertible.

I am sleepless again tonite, but thats because Iam intellectually stirred! I would recommend this movie to everyone....It was released exclusively on the web and cannot be accesed through conventional media...try it out.

Cheers

Friday, October 19, 2007

Sleepless in Dubai

Finally...My insomniac days are back.....!!

After a loong time Iam unable to goto sleep tonight. Lets see now, I have had ths condition only during times when i have had extreme anxiety , either due to a current depressive state or a current state of nothingness....

Right now, I think I suffer it because of the latter.....Or the simple reason could be that I had a little too much caffiene through the day and a little too much sleep last night ;-)

The worst bout of insomnia i had was in the US, where I could not sleep before 4 AM everyday, real worries about the future then! Then it was followed by forced insomnia at ISB, so much work, so little time n yet it all seemed so pointless!

and then onwards to bangalore, where I had doubts in the future of my job and the prospects.....

Now I think the anxeity is not about career, but about my pointless separation in dubai....

How to solve this? In the past, I have gotten over it by occupying myself compltely or tiring my self out with a lot of physical effort. Or else, I have managed to be on the phone....

Now, I intend to just ride out this night...the best solution, get a lot more physical activity going!

That said....lets hit the sack now!

Cheers.

Saturday, October 06, 2007

And the loop is complete.....

Yes....Finally, it all seems real now and Iam loving every minute of it. Only now, I have to start refocussing on work again......

The trip to india was memorable to say the least....I never knew I could smil so much in a 6 day period!! It was action packed time, with the first 3 days being spent in bangalore....beautiful, beautiful bangalore!....perfect time spent with friends and the familiar hangout spots.....

Then onward to chennai......between all the dinners, lunches and shopping we did manage to sneak out some time to drive out of the city.....again its funny how even the heat doesnt bother you as much when you are having fun!....

Now after meeting everyone back home, the loop somehow seems entirely complete.....